Tuesday, 30 October 2012

dreams and pictures

Dreams and pictures do they always mean. For years I held a supernaturally given vision/picture, of me in a white robe on a stage in a big stadium. A friend I have known for 2 years had a repeating dream which involved lots of people in a similar place, carrying banners with words on.
A while ago someone I know had a dream about somone he knew to be the president with a Black Gentleman in the Oval office. I wonder given what is going on right now in America, whether that was as far in the future. Of course I don't know the detail of what he saw, but we only know in part, and the bigger picture is in God's hands.
I am in Papa's hands with regard to the picture he gave me nearly 27 years ago, and confirmed it via my mum after I recieved it myself, at conference in Holland 1987( she had been praying in 1985 and had the exact same picture which she shared with me in March 1988).
My view and interpretation of that picture has changed as I have grown with Jesus, but is also an enigma because it has changed and not changed. I still want to see it happen, but I never dreamed that the world was going to change so radically.

I have stood prophetically in the land and feel the call of the land in my heart, as a result of people Papa sent, and because of what is happening in America right now after superstorm sandy. How long are we going to hold on to the past in the west? I believe that America's Presidency is going to change radically in the days ahead that there will not be government on the same terms from now on because everything has changed. I didn't have the dream but I have the heart of Papa and the Holy Spirit. Who was in that dream? I personally didn't see, but it could have many differing meanings.

Tuesday, 23 October 2012

We are made for Heaven(Autism and Heaven)

About just under three years ago I came across the fact that Doris and Peter Wagner had family who were living with Autism. It was thier Daughter and her Husband who had two sons one with Aspergers and one with Autism and they run a ministry to support parents in America.
Through researching this I found out that they had a month of prayer which I missed that year but prayed anyway for a period of time. Then Last year I joined in with last year's April prayer month, because as someone with Aspergers Syndrome, I am doing as much as I can with Local/National Government to get change to happen. The statistics were quite shocking and at that time it did worry me.
However, because of things God has done in his sovriegnty in my own life giving me the ability to understand and give love which is a healing that has radically changed how I experience my life with Jesus and Heaven, I know he has changed me, and will continue to do so in the future. As a result of all the prayer during April 2011, I recieved revelation regarding Autism. I want to say first and formost that it is up to God what is healed regarding Autism in any individual, and I understand that autism can cause real pain and suffering for families, but part of that pain is the veiwpoint of what autism is,there is no hope in these situations. Well I am here to say there is hope.
Going back last year the Holy Spirit told me very clearly that people on the autism spectrum were made for heaven, that we connect at a different level that a lot of other people, we have giftings and abilities in what is to come, and these have yet to be revealed.
Jesus Died for me as I am, he is happy with me and should he want to do more healing that is his business not mine. I spent so many years bending his ear about healing, because I hated what I had to go through but last year after that revelation, I had to repent of desiring to be something other than I am. I am quite happy with this as it releases me to be who I am and to be obedient to. I feel freedom released over me.