Christmas Day is here.BUT

Everything is done and ready, I laid the table  during Christmas eve and all preparation are under way.  It is a time of the year I enjoy because it is the end of the year and the beginning of another, in a week's time.
I say Happy Christmas to anyone who reads this blog of mine and hope you have a very wonderful new year in 2017.

There are sad things going on for many families this year around Christmas and it is my prayer for all that there will be some comfort found in the middle of chaos and sadness.

Ich bien Berliner, I stand with the families of those killed in berlin a few days ago and the loss and tragedy that this one act during the Christmas period has left people holding memories and losses.
My heart stands with all of them and the pain that they will have to live with for the rest of their lives.
Many many people have had to live with the results of terrorism for many centuries. It is not a new thing but it has changed down the ages, a sword could kill in the right hands, but it could only kill one at a time.

Progress and technology have added to the arsenal that is available to those who want to kill.
We are told that people are now doing this, because the intepretation of thier belief say it benefits them in the after life. I don't know about that but it makes for a world of destruction, with no purpose other than to fullfill the deep held hatred, that comes from no other place than the pit of hell.
None of us in the world know what went on in History, many told lies and exaggerated as victor's and from the way they saw things from their point of view, the only person in the whole of the universe who knows the truth of history is God and it is his knowledge.

News papers, news channels think they have the truth, but it will only be the truth of the individual or the group, as they see it and there are many groups in this world who see themselves as right, but only as they see it.
Jesus came to give us the chance to put things right and that chance is available to every person on the whole of this planet we call Earth. What a day it will be when hundreds come into the kingdom of our Father God who is the one and only person who loves us all.
But we all need to recognise it and change for the future.  

Christmas Day Birthday of Jesus

The run up to Christmas this year has been the best really I have enjoyed feeling the festive feeling and my connection with Jesus is the best it has ever been. heaven is closer to me than ever and I am rejoicing in the fact that I have reached my 50th Birthday and although there are not such nice things in the background, I can carry those things in the back of my mind and not focus on the upset and hurt that is still there over those things.
Christmas is about Jesus Christ and Papa God and all the wonders of him becoming human to identify with his creation and provide the hope for a lost human race.

All the tragedy,suffering and anger being displayed around the world, is not of God's doing, but people's choices, based on their pasts and their brokenness, which is vulnerable to any evil suggestion by any voice that is not coming from their creator whom they don't really worship in truth, even though they are convinced they do.

God loves all his creation and his creation is available to us all, whether we understand or not and regardless of any individual's interpretation of his faith. I know because I have seen heaven and I know it is real, and I have seen Angels that are part of my life even when I cannot see them.

Jesus coming to earth over 2000 years ago, put in place the circumstances for things to change, and now is the start of that change and now is when the daniel, the enoch and Melchizadek  generations are arising and this is the reason for most of the problems down the centuries and the reason for what went on in the 20th Century, and what is happening now around the world.

As we get closer to 2020 there will be a continual mounting up of evil and darkness and suffering will become even greater over the next three years possibly ?? although God has his hand on whether it will get as bad as we think it will.

Just because God our Creator and Father who loves us is in control does not automatically mean he wants all the pain and suffering, but he sees thing differently from us. The creator  thinks differently to us, but this does not make him a cruel ogre. He is allowing us to live the lives we choose, until we realise that he is the answer to our needs.      

Nearly the end of another year & Jesus Birthday

Well it is Christmas Eve and things are ready to go. It was my 50th birthday in November and it has not been an easy year, starting off on New Years day at out of hours Doctor service with a leg infection the year seemed to start as it continued to go being on Antibiotics for 9 weeks during  July August and early September.
Plus ESA 50 assessment first question about Mental health problem, cough, cough !!?????? in November. My Anxiety is not a mental health problem, I have an ASD/Autism spectrum disorder, which may lead to me having mental health problems if they want me to do a job. But is not the main issue in all this.

I am hoping that 2017 will be a different kind of year, not better or worse than 2016, just different, because although it has been a difficult year in some ways, in others it has been amazing, change has happened by the love of God in my life and things are different in ways I cannot express or explain, but going back to the ESA Assessment. I am in it for others, and the way they are being treated.

And whatever the outcome I believe God is going to take care of me, and I am going to fight for other whatever the outcome.

As my 50th year - (Time of Jubilee) I feel that greater hope than I did  in the years leading up to it have been very hard since I was Ill in 2004, which lead to the Diagnosis of ASD in May 2005.

I hope that it will be an easier year ahead for Mum as she has to accompany me to all my medical appointments and has to see me go through the blood being taken, which I really find difficult.
My 1st of 2017 is in January so I am hoping that after the charlie shamp meeting a few weeks ago and feeling better, with a little more energy, that the blood disease has been dealt with.
Have to see what the Doc says.