Everything to serve my friend Jesus

All I have ever wanted was to serve Jesus. To know who I really am in Him, as I am with him in heaven, so shall I be with him on earth, to taste the goodness of heaven in a small way, in reality, frightened me, why? probably listening to the enemy to often,not paying attention to heaven more than what I see. But righteousness is what I am here for, to exihibit the love and goodness of God here in the Land, His land, His people, His place.
Today, I listened to 5 messages on xpmedia talking about the righteousness of God, mercy, glory, believing faith.Somehow at this point in my life the words really hit home.
I am set apart for God, for Jesus, for everything that is available for me, I want heaven, but more than that I want the Goodness of my papa to be manifest in the earth.
His love cast out fear from me today, it has been a long journey away from fear, but doing the prayer drive was the end of my past and the beginning of a new day for me. I have tasted of the authority of the believer, and I want more much much more and I trust Jesus and heaven to protect me and teach me his ways as I start the next part of the journey with him into the unknown and I am not afraid.

children are precious, children are Love

When I heard about the shooting at a primary school in America. I was upset and angry at the destruction but tears came as I watched President Barak Obama close to tears in press conference.
It was a progression of emotions through the day.
I have to know who I am as part of heaven and where my authority rests, I have to know that should something come my way. I would stand up for righteousness in the land.
Yes, I am not American, but I am a human being who dwells with Jesus in heavenly places.I see the bad of the situation, but I know that whatever happens in this world,he is the answer.
There are 26 families who will now remember 15th December 2012 for all the wrong reasons and Christmas will never be the same ever again.
Although I don't know what was in the mind of the person who went after little children to shoot and kill them. As a person loves Jesus, I really wonder where he is and whether he is pleased with what he has maybe found on the other side.
There is something majorly wrong and in human about someone who can do this to young children, hatred, mental illness, making a mark. Sad tradgedy in all ways, whatever the viewpoint.
Look after them heaven, Look after the families down here, greiving thier children.

Dreams which feel lost

One dream I held for many years was to go to university, which I did nearly 18 years ago now. Time is disappearing at an alarming rate. I see the signs of the times and I hear what people say but they are doing thier dreams. The dreams I had as a child have changed, but I am not sure what they have changed into and on a certain level the dreams I had feel lost.
I have not moved through life in a traditional way, and whilst I am very grateful that I don't have the kind of issues my peers would have, such as the people I went to uni with. The issues I have are different. To have my spirit hugged by Jesus twice has been wonderful, but this and other things has made the present harder to deal with, and although I stoically continue, my heart aches for something more. The goal is to love Jesus and do his will, to walk low to walk high, but in my heart of hearts, in all honesty I don't know if I do that, or if I am proud and don't walk with humility.The way I see things I have walked humbly with Jesus all my life.
My lack of evidence of service is not because I don't desire to serve,it is that I don't feel I have the ability to serve. I have never sort out fame or noteriety, as something "Iwanted to do". It was the dreams placed in my heart by Jesus always. Now I have the chance to start doing things, but I feel less than capable.But I also know that I can do "all things because Jesus strengthens me"

If I am alone because that is better for me now, I have to trust Papa and his plan for my life and just swim out into the deep water of his love and trust that he will support me and give me all I need to thrive in the days ahead. I have a view of a little of what is coming, and there is so much more to come.
If I am truly honest it has been my desire to be a woman on the frontline and to do great exploits with heaven, but I have allowed men/women to govern how life progressed for me, and at times I have struggled with this aspect of my life, but I am doing my journey and I have to find out how that journey goes from now on. The time for struggle is ended and I need to be who Papa created me to be and do the things he has asked me to do, especially as I now have a friend to do it with at least in part.
Papa's dreams for me are what I need to know and difficult times of the last three years are past. Undoubtedly there will be times where life is difficult or hard but I need to change my veiwpoint and see things from heaven's perspective.I will face the music and dance.

See Jesus in Me and Aspergers

From the day I walked into the kingdom, all I ever wanted was Jesus to shine from me and have the glory for all he has done in my life. There is a desire in my heart for friendship and community, and I try from time to time to make contact with other people in conversation at gatherings and these are not always successful.
I go to company of burning hearts Gatherings and I enjoy them, but because I find it difficult with conversation and approaching people I don't appear friendly and people do not know me.

I am me as God created me and he is happy with me as I am,but sometimes I still have the feeling right or wrong that people see I am different, but don't want to know. I am not looking for fame or recognition. I am out to change things for people like me.

I have always desired friendship and acceptance just as I am and I get that with people who know me, but close friendship with other people still eludes me, and I find this gets a little more difficult to deal with as time moves on and mum gets older. Will I still be isolated in 20 years time? Will I still be single in 5,10,20 years time.

I always wanted friends and it mattered to me, but emotionally I was very disconnected from friends and they failed through circumstances, as well as my lack of skill in managing these relationships. In 12 days I will be 46 and yet again another year has passed where I have felt lonely most of it.
I am not complaining  about this as I know I have a lot to be thankful and grateful for in my life, but loneliness and lack of friendship is hard, because how will I cope when it is just me.

I feel the loneliness of noone to go places with, the possibility of holidays with a companion, but maybe I was never cut out for friendship, other than the most important relationship with Jesus. So maybe I need to trust him, that when people don't know who I am, it is a reminder that he is in me and he should be seen more than me.

My heart for marriage has never been confirmed and I have never sort it because I don't know how,and I desire to find fruition of that picture of 24years ago. It is not about me, it is all about him, but I need to be allowed to do the things he asks of me, and that I need help of the community around me. I cannot do it on my own, I need people working with me, if I am to reach the goal.

dreams and pictures

Dreams and pictures do they always mean. For years I held a supernaturally given vision/picture, of me in a white robe on a stage in a big stadium. A friend I have known for 2 years had a repeating dream which involved lots of people in a similar place, carrying banners with words on.
A while ago someone I know had a dream about somone he knew to be the president with a Black Gentleman in the Oval office. I wonder given what is going on right now in America, whether that was as far in the future. Of course I don't know the detail of what he saw, but we only know in part, and the bigger picture is in God's hands.
I am in Papa's hands with regard to the picture he gave me nearly 27 years ago, and confirmed it via my mum after I recieved it myself, at conference in Holland 1987( she had been praying in 1985 and had the exact same picture which she shared with me in March 1988).
My view and interpretation of that picture has changed as I have grown with Jesus, but is also an enigma because it has changed and not changed. I still want to see it happen, but I never dreamed that the world was going to change so radically.

I have stood prophetically in the land and feel the call of the land in my heart, as a result of people Papa sent, and because of what is happening in America right now after superstorm sandy. How long are we going to hold on to the past in the west? I believe that America's Presidency is going to change radically in the days ahead that there will not be government on the same terms from now on because everything has changed. I didn't have the dream but I have the heart of Papa and the Holy Spirit. Who was in that dream? I personally didn't see, but it could have many differing meanings.

We are made for Heaven(Autism and Heaven)

About just under three years ago I came across the fact that Doris and Peter Wagner had family who were living with Autism. It was thier Daughter and her Husband who had two sons one with Aspergers and one with Autism and they run a ministry to support parents in America.
Through researching this I found out that they had a month of prayer which I missed that year but prayed anyway for a period of time. Then Last year I joined in with last year's April prayer month, because as someone with Aspergers Syndrome, I am doing as much as I can with Local/National Government to get change to happen. The statistics were quite shocking and at that time it did worry me.
However, because of things God has done in his sovriegnty in my own life giving me the ability to understand and give love which is a healing that has radically changed how I experience my life with Jesus and Heaven, I know he has changed me, and will continue to do so in the future. As a result of all the prayer during April 2011, I recieved revelation regarding Autism. I want to say first and formost that it is up to God what is healed regarding Autism in any individual, and I understand that autism can cause real pain and suffering for families, but part of that pain is the veiwpoint of what autism is,there is no hope in these situations. Well I am here to say there is hope.
Going back last year the Holy Spirit told me very clearly that people on the autism spectrum were made for heaven, that we connect at a different level that a lot of other people, we have giftings and abilities in what is to come, and these have yet to be revealed.
Jesus Died for me as I am, he is happy with me and should he want to do more healing that is his business not mine. I spent so many years bending his ear about healing, because I hated what I had to go through but last year after that revelation, I had to repent of desiring to be something other than I am. I am quite happy with this as it releases me to be who I am and to be obedient to. I feel freedom released over me.

Curiosity and change of world view Part 2

I watched the item about Curiosity on the "Sky at Night" with Patrick Moore. It is amazing to see the surface of a planet which is so many miles away we cannot get there yet.

I believe there is a reason that this has succeeded, where others have failed. The reason is that our creator, which most of the people involved in would not acknowledge, has something he wants to do and I am not exactly sure what that would be, but I know it will be something major and life changing for all who see it.

I in some ways I took "signs in the heaven's" to mean something happening in our earthly sky, but with all the teaching and prophetic about 2012 being a pivotal year in so many ways, and the fact that we have never been this way before. There are many supernatural things that will happen in the times ahead, but I believe that there will be things that will happen in the physical. Step in NASA's Curiosity. What is going to happen?   What will it see with its hi tech machinery and camera's?

I have the feeling that we are on the edge of something so awesome! which is somehow connected to the seraphim coming. The earthly is being connected to the heavenly in a visible way.
The truth that heaven is available to all who live on the earth, to anyone who loves Jesus, will be demonstrated with power, and will change the way we view this world we are part of.

Curiosity and change of world view Part 1

When NASA's Curiosity Mars Rover landed successfully on Mars I was interested because so many have failed to do this in the past( Father God allowed this for a reason) . The hope of the people/ scientists involved with this is to look at the geology of Mars for signs of life in the distant past.

When Ian Clayton talked about the world changing as we know it, in 2012 for the world as a whole but also for us as friends of Jesus and being spiritually alive to the Realm of the Spirit. The more I have considered these things the more I think that whatever human beings are searching for with the Curiosity Rover. I wonder what they are going to find, and it may not be what they thought or expected. What happens up there in the Universe is available to us as spiritual beings, but there is the possibility of other life and some of the things that Ian Clayton mentioned regarding the UN assigning an officer for extra terresitrial life.

So my imagination has allowed me to consider the possibility of life out there in the universe, but in this day I am not the only one it seems. There is and has always been life out there in the realm of heaven, but other creations other living beings like us or different.

So I watch the progression of this automated expedititon with continued interest to see what will change for us the human race in the days ahead.

feeling Lonely & the pressure of change

As a person on the spectrum in the physical world I am feeling the pressure of change, because other than Mum and this blog there is no one. To talk to about what I am feeling. I don't want to burden mum with these private things. Life is lonelier than I have felt it in the past. I have often felt lonely in the past because I don't find it easy to approach other people and ask for help or friendship. Perhaps it is pride to a certain level, but I don't think so it is more to do with the struggle of having to achieve something I find difficult.Past experiences have caused pain.
It is hard when you are left alone to get on with life, when nobody knows the struggles that are still part of your life and you find it difficult to let people know things when they think you are OK. I have to carry the good things that are part of my life and the changes which are good inevitably impact me because I still have Aspergers to cope with. I feel that other people want me to persue healing, so I can function in their world the same as them, but I don't want to be the same as them I want to be me, as Jesus made me because I like me as I am and I want to do the will of God as he made me, especially as he has told me that this is what he wants.

Happiness and Living with Jesus

As I listen to all the difficult and sad things going on in places like Aleppo, Syria and other stories of death, destruction. I feel more and more thankful for the blessings I have and I am grateful my life is secure in Jesus no matter what happens in the world.
Life and Living is about the freedom to do things and to love others and be loved by others.But so much of what we see freedom to be in the western world, is to do our own thing regardless of whether it interferes with or hurts someone else, causing rifts in relationships, stealing taxes by loopholes in the law, putting these funds in places where they cannot help other people have a better more fulfilled life, which they should be doing.
Jesus stands for the downtrodden, the poor and the broken, who are trodden on by the wealthy, with big egos and no compassion. With Jesus is the only true happiness and peace of mind that there is.
His love, care and compassion makes me wealthier than I ever imagined and I am beginning to see happier than I could ever have imagined. between 19th January and 6th July 2012, I have been in a transition period. It has been hard because I did not really know what was going on but I am coming out of that transition period now and I feel the change in me. I feel different, I feel a strength spiritually which is nothing at all to do with anything I have done for myself, but which I can only attribute to something the Holy Spirit has done in my heart. It has been painful, but it is better now   

Just a quicky to Jesus

I felt I wanted to say to the world that I love Jesus and I want to be the person he created me to be.
Things are moving fast with the kingdom and everything to do with it. I sometimes feel overwhelmed but never the less loved by heaven.

I have the joy of heaven inside me but it does not always show itself, but I want to stand strong and secure in the glory of heaven, and recognise the benefits of living with and letting Jesus rule my life with a gentle hand.

Thoughts about the past& thoughts of a new day

When Dad died in September 1999 one week before his birthday, I was lost, alone and in pain, even though my faith in Jesus was very strong, I had lost more than someone to help me with my computer. I had lost the person who hugged me so strongly and believed in me. Mum is lovely and I am glad to have her, grateful for all she does for me. I love her heaps,but Dad was the one I needed and missed when he went away to London with his job as a physiotherapist/union representative.
11 years on, life has moved forward but I still feel the gap left, when Dad was no longer with us.
For some reason that I am not entirely sure of, I have been more aware of  this in the last few weeks.
So much has happened kingdom wise and I am not the same person I was when all this happened, but I still feel the gap and in many ways I will always feel that gap, because that hug from my dad will always be missed. I have to focus on Jesus and the facts of his death on the cross, because I know he understands.

It is strange when I think of all I have been through in the last 11year, the dreams that I held on to so strongly which have changed into something new, or became what they were always meant to be.
I have felt the insecurity of not knowing what my calling is, when previously I thought I knew exactly what it was. The fact of being single at 45 has been brought to the forfront of my thoughts after listening to a talk on Premier Christian Radio last evening. I would not say it was a pain in the sense of being left childless, as I have never felt I would be good at the job of parenting, but the loneliness of not sharing life with someone special does begin to feel difficult as I get older. Having the diagnosis of Aspergers Syndrome was a release and also an explaination for what I felt, but it did not explain why I have ended up at 45 and on my own. Yes, I've not made any effort to look, because it was too hard to make the effort and figure out what was going on.

I still dream dreams and hope for the fulfilment of God's plan for my life. I dream of changing the world but I need to change first and only God can change me. The journey is mine and his had on my life is what will change it. I still feel the worry for the future when Mum is gone, How will I cope on my own, but really I can only trust God to see me through. I don't find this easy to do but I try to be all I should be.

Rise of the "patriots"

I just watched  Panorama  about Euro 2012. I am shocked that I am seeing the Hitler salute in 2012, do we imagine that world war 2 cannot happen again. At the moment it is in football matches, where and what will happen in the future.
I am both angry and sad at the same time to see the violence and hatred displayed towards people of colour.
The people interviewed were proud of thier beliefs and said they only took the "positives" from that era.
With a mother who lived through the war, even though very young. I do not see any positives at all in what hitler stood for or what was done during that time to the Jews or anyone else.
As person with A.S I would very probably been sent to the gas chambers myself. For this reason I do not support the far right whereever they are and whatever they do.

Getting rid of people that do not fit in is not the answer, to the problems we are facing in the West, the answer is probably to do more for foreign people and be kind to them.
I can see where this is all coming from and I understand that they feel that the world has delt them a hard deal, violence to people of colour fullfills something in them, but the outcome of a spread of this kind of "patriotic"behaviour is utter distruction and it will lead us to places we do not want to go.

Giving Euro 2012 to those nations has only given fuel to the fire, and makes it really questionable on all levels.

I will be praying for this situation, and hope that anyone who reads this will too, because there is potential for something really nasty to happen  and the continued escalation of this rise of the "Patriots"

Hopes and dreams

As a young person aged 13 I had dreams and hopes for the future. I achieved one of my dreams by going to University. But as I have written in earlier entries I found some of my future dreams disappear with the diagnosis of Aspergers Syndrome in May 2005.

I coped with that because I had to, as it is something I had from birth I had had it all my life. But because of this in 2006, I was recommended by the JOB Centre to go on benefit, because they themselves could not find a job for me, and I had tried really hard to find a job that did not end because I could not cope with the demands they made, which I  was unable to meet.

The last 7 years have been a little easier, without the often unbearable stress of work, and money was a little easier. But along with many people in my position, and others with more difficult lives than me. I am beginning to feel the strain and nothing has happened, only the cost of living going up ridiculously.
A boots basket I used to get for £30-00, is now £70-00 or £80-00.

My knowledge of Jesus and his love for me is the thing that stops me going over the edge. But I am feeling the loneliness already of what may come in the future, mainly because I don't know anyone who is a close flesh and blood person.
I have been reluctant to pursue this in my life, because I felt that people were never content to know me for me as I am, they suggested healing. People around me who I love dearly talked about healing. As an older teenager I spent many hours praying for healing of what was wrong with me, when I was aware enough to feel capable of prayer, so when people, suggested healing I was somewhat feeling the pain of feeling I was not good enough as I was. Also the fact that people still don't make an effort to approach me makes me feel I am not good enough.

I still find it really hard to walk up to people I don't know, and it has got harder since I was ill in 2004.
My experience of 2012 so far has not been a wholly good one, and I feel the loneliness, because I have been ill with a nasty flu, which has laid me low.

My Hopes and dreams were travel, ministry changing things but changing my own circumstances is not in my control, it is in the hands of Papa God. The money I have is his money, everything I have is his and he is in control, so whatever happens, happens as I walk with him, but I still feel a Little scared.

Is this my destiny? part 4

Dreams are in my heart for a whole world. Whole as in not disfunctional.
Not what I see as a better world or think would be better, but what Jesus sees what God sees
The dreams in my heart are for a world where people have a nice environment to live.

People & children in the poorest places around the world are struggling to live, working on refuse tips in danger, making bricks to make ends meet or more likely just to survive.

All the money in the world will not change these situations. It is hope, compassion and love that will change this world.
A Radical LOVE, displayed on a wooden cross that changed my life forever.
As I look back I know that whatever I have had to go through has made me who I am today.

I love Jesus with all my heart and I love the people he died for

Clean hearts, full of love are what will change this world. Raising money helps but it is not the answer to all the difficulties faced by  this planet that we live on.

True Justice, True love & True forgiveness are the only things that will change  this world for the better.

Rescued from the filth and Ashes
Rescued from the filth and Ashes
Rescued by the light
Rescued by the love
Rescued by heaven above.

Time for the Justice of Heaven
NOT A GOD WITH A BIG STICK
TIME  for the justice of love
Won by the hand of Angels

Time for the RESCUE OF EARTH
RESCUING THE WORLD FOR NEW BIRTH
TIME FOR JUSTICE & LOVE
TIME FOR A NEW WORLD

TIME FOR THE HEART OF HEAVEN
TO BE SHOWN IN ALL ITS GLORY
TIME FOR THE FRIENDS OF JESUS
TO DAMPEN DOWN THE FURY
TIME TO SEE HIS CHILDREN
WALK AS HE WALKS
TIME, TIME, TIME, TIME TO LOVE
by KRT 25th 03 2012

Is this my destiny? part 3

I have just been on the Joan Hunter Ministries website and there was a comment that the average person achieves thier ministry calling in thier 50th year. As a woman in my 46th year (2012) I  have hope about things changing for me.

I believe that they have already changed for me, I will become on earth as I am in heaven. I am seeing that the date I was born means that in the year of the setting of the foundations of the Gorvenment of God both numbers multiplied  4x4=12, 2x6=12.  This is the year of my double portion in everything.

As I am in heaven, so shall I be on earth. The kingdom of heaven is being drawn to earth and things are going to change, for the better even though on the ground it may seem anything but.

I know the Angels are on assignment and are doing what people are asking them to do, especially those who know how to work with them.

What we have known in the past, will not be what we know in the future.
I want to touch Jesus heart and by his love flowing and working through me, change the world he loves so deeply, giving out the best as an alternative to the worst that human beings can do.
Turning those who are persuaded to do evil and cause pain into people transformed by the love of Jesus.

Is this my destiny? part 2

I went up the Cynon Valley yesterday (22nd March 2012) and I looked up to the farm where we lived as a family until 1990. I spent many hours praying for Wales, north,south,east and west. During those days a deep love was born in me for the land, I held dreams and visions in my heart placed there by Papa God.
I prayed for the best for Wales, words that touched the deepest part of me, drawing tears over the sad and the glad of Wales.
My life has not turned out as I expected all those years ago, but I am humbled by the things I have seen and experienced personally over the last 2 to 3 years. I am not just me, I am me with Jesus in me, what does that mean in regard to my destiny, well it is not about me as I am here, flesh and blood, it is about me as I am in the realm of the Spirit (heaven).
The truth is I never desired notariety or fame, I just desired to do Papa's will, my destiny is the one he put inside me, the desires of my heart have always been to be as he wants me to be, so if what I am doing now is what it is going to be for the rest of my life then so be it. I know there are adventures ahead and I will see interesting things as I choose to go lower and deeper into him. I have been lower for most of my life, being bullied, mistreated by teachers. I felt the joy of recognition, because I had spent most of my life feeling second class and worthless, the journey to feeling worth something has been a long one, with seeds planted in the 1980s, as I poured out my heart to heaven for the land of Wales, with Jesus holding my hand.
My Christian life then was no effort I did as felt was right and lived with heaven closely then, but moving to Newport changed that. I forgot how to live effortlessly with him and I still feel sad about what I lost when we had to move from the Farm because my earthly dad had severe chronic illness.
I drunk from the river effortlessly then, I need to learn this again.
Help me to find a deeper place with you Jesus, a place of unending love, a place of unending joy.

Is this my destiny? part 1

For the last 6 to 8 months I have struggled with  teaching that tells me yet again that the vision in my heart is not compatible with what is happening spiritually in the land.
My understanding of this teaching may be wrong and I may have got the wrong end of the stick, but I struggle with the idea that a supernatural happening in my life years ago and confirmed by others could be wrong.

I am humbled by the beauty of what Jesus has done in my life, but I feel the isolation from true community. I go to these gatherings COBH,and I take part but I am alone, stranded by people's lack of understanding and as it sometimes feels people's lack of interest in me, and the feeling that I would only be able to fully interact if  I got "healed" of Aspergers Syndrome. If God wants to do a work with me as I am with A.S, as he has told me, he wishes to do.

Then things need to change, people don't know about my disability and they treat me as "normal".
I need other people but don't feel capable of doing that. Should my ability to carry out my calling be hampered by the lack of knowlege.

What a time I've had!

This moment finds me feeling more than a little frustrated as it has taken me half an hour to get on here to write my blog. I could not get the login to accept my password, even after trying both several times. (not proud of hissy fit with Mum, frustrated by what I thought was happening)
But now I am on I am pleased, went to aspie womens social group yesterday, it was quite an experience. Not the same as the mixed one in many ways.

Tomorrow is worship gathering spirit school, and I am reading a poem/poems during evening which will be interesting. So much more to come,
so much more to see, in the days ahead.

I love the creativity that Papa God placed in me, which I can use to bless others and now things are changing again.

Even though things are difficult on the ground for so many people with the economy as it is, my hope is that things will happen as heaven is drawn to earth (Lord's Prayer - Your kingdom come, your will be done on earth as it is in heaven)

The glory of heaven touching earth via his children here on earth

Things are a'moving

Last night I went to friends (B&S) Mike and Al's gathering and had a special time sharing stories about what God is doing in the land. Things have changed in the land, that is why there is so much conflict in the Middle Eastern Nations. On the ground it is very painful and destructive, but change is happening.
The creator of the universe is on the move he is the one who is battling for the land, he is the one who cares for every human being on this planet, he is the one who loved us all, so much. Jesus came for us, he took everything on himself, all the injury and destruction he knew that we would do to ourselves in the extreme distant past right up to the present and into the distant future.
Because of teaching and personal experience I am learning that the realm of the Spirit is outside time and space and the truth of loving Jesus and Papa God is beyond anything I ever imagined, I know his heart and he knows mine and that has changed my life. His dreams for me from the past are becoming real.

As I get deeper into the love of Jesus, as I find out who I  am in heaven, and how that effects who I am down here I am finding my walk with Jesus and the experience. I am changed by the knowledge of my heavenly Papa weeping because he is lonely for the company of his creation. That is not a divine being who does not care, he weeps for the sadness, pain and suffering  he sees and  as his children it is our job to go to him to get the power we need to change these things. His Government, the Government of Heaven is the  only one that will change anything. Earthly Governments are struggling, but he cares, has always cared and always will care about his creation.

Happy New Year 2012 - The year of the Government of God

Well here I am my first blog of the new year. I started this year with a cold/flu bug inherited from my mum.
I am Ok but feeling more than usually tired but the chesty cough is progressing along.
2012 the Year of the Government of God, things on the ground are sad, people being killed by others or killing themselves by what they do, but I feel the Goodness of God and his heart for the hurting and wants good things for all his children( every person on the earth).
His love will be revealed and experienced in new ways and although there will be much that is sad and difficult there will be strong evidence of the depth of his love for this world he created.

Things have changed and the times we now live in are new and different and we need to learn how to live in this new way. God will help those who love him to learn these new ways so that we can help those who do not know him yet. In my  heart I see miracles and manifestations from the realm of the spirit.
Things beyond anything we could imagine in times gone by.

I dream the dreams of heaven or at least that is my desire. To be the one that heaven calls the person they desire.