Walking in heaven while walking on earth pt 1

It is 4 years since Ian Clayton came to Wales and I had new vocabulary for things I experinced years ago. Dreams in sleep that felt so real, so vivid. Jesus has been very gentle with me as I find my way along a new journey.
Covering the years with the blood of Jesus, 3 excursions to wisdom's house, all of which changed me, and how I saw Jesus.
Other things which had a more personal effect which I don't want to write about here.
I got bitten by an insect 2 days ago and my leg was prayed for yesterday at P&Ts but today it is swollen and painful still.
2 years ago I had 2 bites on my ankle which reacted badly and caused tendonitis, which progressed to tendinosis. Had three visits to Physio for exercises etc which I have been doing and the tendon was feeling a little better. Then I got bitten after spraying myself with insect repellant which did not work.
But things have changed, this are happening and when I recover from this I hope that life will be what God wants of me and not just the rubbish of enemy activity  around this leg and ankle.Praise God

Loving Jesus and everything awesome pt 2

The connection to heaven is like a string that I choose to tug on each day, mostly by praying in tongues, but sometimes in other ways. I realise that most of my life has been a mystical one connected to my saviour, doing things, experiencing things I did not understand or have the vocabulary for. Dreams and experiences while sleeping, which I would not remember until now. Locked away for the time to be right, for me to realise that I am someone different than I understood myself to be, just because Jesus died. The awesomeness of what is rising up in me because of Jesus, because of what is in me before I was born. The life that heaven put in me is gradually being revealed.
What I have is Jesus? everything I have he has given me, and I am grateful.
His love,His Joy, His peace. Feeling the rythym of heaven growing inside me expanding growing till I am consumed by him. Dreams of what I wanted to do, replaced by the dreams he placed in me years ago which I did not understand.

Loving Jesus and all that is awesome.

I have come to my blogspot to write about Love. Over the last 2 or 3 months something in me has changed. I am not exactly sure as to when it changed, but I know it has.On 4th May 2013 I did one of the things that Ian Clayton recommended. Not his way but by the leading of the Holy Spirit, and I feel different, definitely different.
I feel love for Jesus like I never felt love before, and because I love him, and feel him every moment, I am beginning to feel the land and be touched by things to do with the land and with creation. Because I am touched by Jesus, because I know my spirit is seated with Jesus, I know that I am called to Loving the land to health with Jesus help.
A number of years ago I had a picture of a big magnet connected to the earth by a thick strong rope drawing heaven to earth. Many things have happened to me in the form of experinces, but they were never about me, they were about Jesus, about heaven gently and everso determinedly drawing me towards the time when I was so connected to Jesus nothing else mattered. It has been difficult journey letting go of Hopes and dreams. Pictures from the past I struggled to hold on to only for them to be taken not by force but because I had to, because I would not have survived otherwise.
As I sit here tonight writing I am realising, becoming  more aware of the gentleness of Jesus in my life, the tenderness which I have encountered and not always understood. My intermacy with Jesus is lived out in the everyday, praying in tongues, holding the beating heart of Jesus precious all the time saying I love you without the need for music or going to a place to find him. These are the things which I have grown into over the years, but these things have changed, I am with Jesus every minute, as life is lived the way I live. I choose not to have holidays abroad, because of the effort and need of a companion, although I would love to travel,I choose to create for others things which are beautiful, I buy so I can make. I choose a different life from the majority,because I love Jesus, but also because I have an ASD (see other entries for meaning). My life is awesome because of Jesus, even though I would want some things differently from how they are, but in general I am living to change the world for others like me, with Jesus help. I can say in many ways my life could be awesome or at least have the potential to be.